Michael Jackson

I never thought that this day would come when Michael Jackson would exist to us only by tuning in to the radio and playing one of his albums or seeing his dance tapes. Despite being only an ordinary fan in the most common of ways, I feel inexplicably sad. 'Beat it', 'Thriller' and 'Billie Jean' as well as 'What more can I give' will never sound the same on my MP3 again.

MJ was a part of everyone's lives...it is easy to make a generalization like this for him.

The world would still have him in his songs and his dance steps that rocked our days. That is my only consolation.

Rest in peace Michael Jackson. You will always live in our hearts and minds.

We are lucky to have lived in the time of Michael Jackson...and mind you, it is a time that never can end.

MJ

Afternoon at home

I'm so bored sitting here in my kitchen. Listening to songs...checking facebook and now blogging. Earlier was so entrapped by the youtube...argghhhhh. Watching all kinds of series and comedies...I mean it's fun but I just cannot do too much of it. After I while I just feel so dumbed down by it.

I suppose....since I go nothing else to do...it's back to youtube now ;)
ciao

Moments that go by..which I love so much...I hardly know what to say...when I think about all those times. It made me so happy to be there...the peace and the serenity of having those moments...make me forget everything else. I wish I could sometimes have that once more...being there again. The only thing that could make it even better would be to share it with you.



The song 'Flying without Wings' by Westlife could make me cry...cause I can feel all that I felt then. It's not love, or hope or faith. It's just...it. When I was there...it was the happiest time of my life. Even when time has changed...and I have gone to another stage of my life...it is then that I feel...life is worth living for those moments.



I wish I could tell the one person who was there. Even if, that person did not know that they were a part of it...they were to me. It is only one person.

It is moments like that, that make me feel the meaning of being a part of this world. I love you for being there...and I miss you so much. I feel that there will come a time, when I can find the words to explain to you exactly what those moments were, and you will understand.

Rambling on about my feelings...makes me feel better.
xoxo

Thursday at dinner!

Ok this was last thursday...couzie, sis, aunt, mummy and I went to Bangsar Shopping Centre. Love that place...I can see so many beautiful cars...ALWAYS! Talk about that later...must do justice to that topic ;)

So we went to the one and only Chili's..."luurve that place"...

Lot of chatting to do that day with my cousin...mostly related to work. I had my drink...'Long Island'. So many liquors in that drink...nearly got dizzy with no food in my stomach. Sis and I had the same thing. I'm a gooood girl kay? Just one drink...i'm good. Then had some chicken...lol...so big the proportions!

I looooved the dessert most of all. To say it was lovely, would be an understatement. It was heavenly! Chocolate mud cake.

Me(above) enjoying the dessert...in 7th heaven!

It's sis(above) in choco-land! She was attempting a next top model pose( don't tell me you haven't heard of that show!) Do you see the other long island in her hand...hmm...she didn't get a chance to finish it...*wink wink*

Totally posing for the camera...

So the night ended with me crashing on the bed...could hardly stay vertical after that.

Clubbing soon gals?:D

ciao

My old roomie:)

Just looking at Evonne's blog just now...realized that maybe I should post more:D Evonne...so many things to say!!! Lol...I should be online more then can talk to you and the others.


I have to say that I still really miss Inti...even though not as much as last time la. It's like I remember all the things I did there especially with the gals, lei, boey, evonne, ce...the classes...going to the side walk cafe...yumming (as Evonne's calls it) outside...buying snacks and stationery from Times and so many other countless things. But most of all, I miss living with my old roomie Delwyn.





As yal know I am doing actuarial science...but Delwyn studies law...totally different fields. I remember one of the first times we had some fun together (but it was totally embarassing for me lol) was when we both joined tennis. I was totally crap at that...but you were quite good eh, Del? You were so nervous at first...until you saw me playing hahaha...! I'm still eager to learn though, okay okay...coming back to topic here. I also remember enjoying myself at Del's bday bbq and meeting many of her classmates....mostly of course Sanghee lah...:)



Actually as I am writing here, I can't seem to remember much about the times I had there with Delwyn. Maybe the truth is, I don't want to say much because I prefer to just leave that in my own memories. I just know...that I enjoyed your company Del...especially when we both used to stay up late and study until sometimes 5 in the morning LOL...when we had dinner together and many other countless times we had.



Living with a person...and then having to go our own separate ways...really can break one's heart sometimes. I have many things of my own to do now...and many new people to meet...but I can't help missing my time at inti. I tell you, I remember everything...every moment which I enjoyed as well as some difficult moments. It's like I have never left...but I am still a part of my present time...and I can still keep in touch with friends I have made there. Maybe that's all that matters...what you take with you and not what you leave behind. And the great thing is...you can take the best things with you...the people you love and the things you learnt.



This post is dedicated to Delwyn for being the best roommate I could ever have and a friend for now and for time to come:)

God bless

Love Rach.

Just watching Ugly Betty on tv...trying to catch up after so long being in nilai with no access to the tv....! One of the characters, Wilhelmina (for those who DO watch) just asked one of her confidante's, "if you get the chance to have all the money you ever needed, and the chance to be with the person whom you loved, til' death do you part (okay I added that in), would you do it?" First of all, I would have to ask, can money ever be enough? Secondly, to love AND be loved, is what makes the world more than just a reality to the senses...it makes it a reality to the heart.

I'm not in love...and I'm not about to talk about the stars and the moon in the oh-so-beautiful sky:D
Just being myself;)
ciao

Hols

Okay so yesterday I wrote something and then decided today that it should not be here LOL. Anyway, I woke up a bit early today, had some breakfast and played parts of my two favorite Beethoven sonatas, Pathetique and Moonlight, the first movements. Then I listened to the recordings and now I am here online. Somehow the hols are not as boring as at the beginning. The weather is getting incresingly hotter and hotter here...and I am not allowed to put on the air-conditioning so often...expensive mah. My sis has gone to my aunt's place and is still there...I could have gone yesterday but then I was not feeling so well.

Going to be lunch time soon. Oh ya, I am so excited now I can check my email on my hp...after so long the internet is finally working and I am officially a mobile internet user haha.

There was supposed to be another post here before this but I decided that maybe it's not such a good idea or maybe it's just not necessary. Time will tell me what I need to know.
ciao