Michael Jackson

I never thought that this day would come when Michael Jackson would exist to us only by tuning in to the radio and playing one of his albums or seeing his dance tapes. Despite being only an ordinary fan in the most common of ways, I feel inexplicably sad. 'Beat it', 'Thriller' and 'Billie Jean' as well as 'What more can I give' will never sound the same on my MP3 again.

MJ was a part of everyone's lives...it is easy to make a generalization like this for him.

The world would still have him in his songs and his dance steps that rocked our days. That is my only consolation.

Rest in peace Michael Jackson. You will always live in our hearts and minds.

We are lucky to have lived in the time of Michael Jackson...and mind you, it is a time that never can end.

MJ

Afternoon at home

I'm so bored sitting here in my kitchen. Listening to songs...checking facebook and now blogging. Earlier was so entrapped by the youtube...argghhhhh. Watching all kinds of series and comedies...I mean it's fun but I just cannot do too much of it. After I while I just feel so dumbed down by it.

I suppose....since I go nothing else to do...it's back to youtube now ;)
ciao

Moments that go by..which I love so much...I hardly know what to say...when I think about all those times. It made me so happy to be there...the peace and the serenity of having those moments...make me forget everything else. I wish I could sometimes have that once more...being there again. The only thing that could make it even better would be to share it with you.



The song 'Flying without Wings' by Westlife could make me cry...cause I can feel all that I felt then. It's not love, or hope or faith. It's just...it. When I was there...it was the happiest time of my life. Even when time has changed...and I have gone to another stage of my life...it is then that I feel...life is worth living for those moments.



I wish I could tell the one person who was there. Even if, that person did not know that they were a part of it...they were to me. It is only one person.

It is moments like that, that make me feel the meaning of being a part of this world. I love you for being there...and I miss you so much. I feel that there will come a time, when I can find the words to explain to you exactly what those moments were, and you will understand.

Rambling on about my feelings...makes me feel better.
xoxo

Thursday at dinner!

Ok this was last thursday...couzie, sis, aunt, mummy and I went to Bangsar Shopping Centre. Love that place...I can see so many beautiful cars...ALWAYS! Talk about that later...must do justice to that topic ;)

So we went to the one and only Chili's..."luurve that place"...

Lot of chatting to do that day with my cousin...mostly related to work. I had my drink...'Long Island'. So many liquors in that drink...nearly got dizzy with no food in my stomach. Sis and I had the same thing. I'm a gooood girl kay? Just one drink...i'm good. Then had some chicken...lol...so big the proportions!

I looooved the dessert most of all. To say it was lovely, would be an understatement. It was heavenly! Chocolate mud cake.

Me(above) enjoying the dessert...in 7th heaven!

It's sis(above) in choco-land! She was attempting a next top model pose( don't tell me you haven't heard of that show!) Do you see the other long island in her hand...hmm...she didn't get a chance to finish it...*wink wink*

Totally posing for the camera...

So the night ended with me crashing on the bed...could hardly stay vertical after that.

Clubbing soon gals?:D

ciao

My old roomie:)

Just looking at Evonne's blog just now...realized that maybe I should post more:D Evonne...so many things to say!!! Lol...I should be online more then can talk to you and the others.


I have to say that I still really miss Inti...even though not as much as last time la. It's like I remember all the things I did there especially with the gals, lei, boey, evonne, ce...the classes...going to the side walk cafe...yumming (as Evonne's calls it) outside...buying snacks and stationery from Times and so many other countless things. But most of all, I miss living with my old roomie Delwyn.





As yal know I am doing actuarial science...but Delwyn studies law...totally different fields. I remember one of the first times we had some fun together (but it was totally embarassing for me lol) was when we both joined tennis. I was totally crap at that...but you were quite good eh, Del? You were so nervous at first...until you saw me playing hahaha...! I'm still eager to learn though, okay okay...coming back to topic here. I also remember enjoying myself at Del's bday bbq and meeting many of her classmates....mostly of course Sanghee lah...:)



Actually as I am writing here, I can't seem to remember much about the times I had there with Delwyn. Maybe the truth is, I don't want to say much because I prefer to just leave that in my own memories. I just know...that I enjoyed your company Del...especially when we both used to stay up late and study until sometimes 5 in the morning LOL...when we had dinner together and many other countless times we had.



Living with a person...and then having to go our own separate ways...really can break one's heart sometimes. I have many things of my own to do now...and many new people to meet...but I can't help missing my time at inti. I tell you, I remember everything...every moment which I enjoyed as well as some difficult moments. It's like I have never left...but I am still a part of my present time...and I can still keep in touch with friends I have made there. Maybe that's all that matters...what you take with you and not what you leave behind. And the great thing is...you can take the best things with you...the people you love and the things you learnt.



This post is dedicated to Delwyn for being the best roommate I could ever have and a friend for now and for time to come:)

God bless

Love Rach.

Just watching Ugly Betty on tv...trying to catch up after so long being in nilai with no access to the tv....! One of the characters, Wilhelmina (for those who DO watch) just asked one of her confidante's, "if you get the chance to have all the money you ever needed, and the chance to be with the person whom you loved, til' death do you part (okay I added that in), would you do it?" First of all, I would have to ask, can money ever be enough? Secondly, to love AND be loved, is what makes the world more than just a reality to the senses...it makes it a reality to the heart.

I'm not in love...and I'm not about to talk about the stars and the moon in the oh-so-beautiful sky:D
Just being myself;)
ciao

Hols

Okay so yesterday I wrote something and then decided today that it should not be here LOL. Anyway, I woke up a bit early today, had some breakfast and played parts of my two favorite Beethoven sonatas, Pathetique and Moonlight, the first movements. Then I listened to the recordings and now I am here online. Somehow the hols are not as boring as at the beginning. The weather is getting incresingly hotter and hotter here...and I am not allowed to put on the air-conditioning so often...expensive mah. My sis has gone to my aunt's place and is still there...I could have gone yesterday but then I was not feeling so well.

Going to be lunch time soon. Oh ya, I am so excited now I can check my email on my hp...after so long the internet is finally working and I am officially a mobile internet user haha.

There was supposed to be another post here before this but I decided that maybe it's not such a good idea or maybe it's just not necessary. Time will tell me what I need to know.
ciao

Sis's bday!!!

Happy Birthday to my dear sis!!!

The whole bday started first with a dinner at Chili's on saturday night and then a bday lunch on sunday. Cake was 'Chocolate Indulgence' which is a favorite of both my sis and I...oohh...yummy!!!

Presents!! Soo many nice things:) i have yet to give her my present hehe

i like this wine...MUAHAHAHA

okay so that's about the bday...now we r back to watching tv :D

ciao

So into F.R.I.E.N.D.S lately...

Okay...so during college time youtube was my entertainment provider but now...with a video-renting shop just close by in TTDI...guess what...I have been rewatching ALL the F.R.I.E.N.D.S episodes. From season 1 to 10! Ok I admit watching tv is not a "highly recommended" way to spend my hols but...still got 3 more months lah...;)

Watching this series is a really cool way to relax and sit back and enjoy the humor. More to add there is a Rachel in the series...haha. Me and my sis have been trying to slowly watch the cd's we borrow so we don't have to keep spending money to borrow every few days. I bet the video shopowner is really thrilled though :P whenever i'm on hol especially, they get a lot of business...:)

Thinking of going for a movie later...my sis is really asking me all the time to go ice-skating but i'm total crap at that so...movie is better. Maybe I'll oblidge her today. Ciao

Mother's Day

Mother's Day today! Happy Mother's Day to you mum:)

So tired today...all my relatives were in my house today...well something happened but i'll skip that part. Is this blog available for ranting on and on about what I am constantly thinking about? I am not too sure that I want everybody to read that side of me hehe...

Sometimes you just wonder at how long it takes for a relationship to form or a friendship to form and at how short life is...we are SUCH complicated beings. How should I elaborate more? First of all...I like blogging...gives me a chance to share a little bit of my thoughts for those who are qenuinely interested in reading. okok...ciao for now:)

Trippin' all o'er the place:D

Well I had a really great time over the last few days even though I have been a bit tired and had to rest it out the last couple of days. Travelling isn't that easy I have come to learn but it's all part of the package;) Anyway here are some of the pice from our little "vacation" :D

Reaching Taiping...(what a long train journey!)

Having the fantastic ais kacang's as well as a bit of everything else...was super hungry by then!

'Yumming' at evonne's house...

Asam laksa on Day 2 Taiping...that was a lazy day alright...sleeping and eating...

Ce is fast and furious!!! no lah...just kiddin'...depends on the music...'boom boom boom'!!!

Our trip to the famous Taiping Lake Gardens...

Penang trip pics...

After a short break, we headed off to Raub...

And finally...leaving Raub...



Still sumore pics from my house and here and there...but those are with the others.

A fantastic trip girls and mostly because of togetherness~

Will be missing all of you..lei, ce, evonne, boey! Ciao:)

Finally...resting!

We did it! Trip finished today and we are all tired!!! I have got so many things to share...photos...places we visited and people we met hehe. Very tired right now...and just checking facebook...emails all accumulated over the last few days. Anyway I will be at home now and hoping to hang out with some friends over the next few weeks...:) Few more months hols but will zoom by quite fast I should think...based on past experience.
New sem at inti just started on mon...missing it so so much! How does the time pass so fast?!! Missing del...sheesh...how many times have I said that...lol! Well wat-to-do...life's like that...time passes fast but it's the present moment that counts. Intit has been the best part of my life so far...and it shall remain a defining part of my life...and the people who made it the best time of my life...they will always remain in my heart. Let me just leave it at that:)
Ciao

Freedom!

YESYES ok so that came a few days ago...I am feeling like watching tv and going to the movies is getting to be the only things that I can spend my time on right now. Beginning to miss the good ol' days at inti cramming for tests and finishing assignments last minute....OOPS! did i just say that....someone help me....! I miss my room, my roommate, my friends, going for dinner, ahhh....everything...I feel so tired. Okie while I am blogging I am watching an old series '3rd Rock from the Sun' on tv...super funny about aliens trying to understand the world and humans actions. Used to watch it when I was smaller...earlier America's Top Model and before that a bit of American Idol. TV, TV, TV...it's fun but then when the program finished like lost...waiting for the next program:D My sis is playing solitaire on the home com while I am here...this is the routine...she is free too for a while. Have some company at home:) Ok so I guess the next thing to do is youtube..cause the program on TV just finished...ciao

Britain's TRULY got talent!

OMG the last few days this show has been one of the no. 1 youtube searches I shud think...first if all with susan boyle and then with Shaheen Jafargholi...what a cutie....okok so he is only 12.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVU4IkzMNIo
this is the shaheen jafargholi one...cannot view the video here cause the embedding was disabled on youtube..lol.
The susan boyle one is a must see too...wait let me show yal the link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9lp0IWv8QZY&feature=related
the number of views...just look...totally gobsmacked! haha...

OKOK so that is 2 posts...I am getting outta here....going to surf the net and then catch some sleep...
Night everyone!
Muax

Hols

Well the hols are turning out to be quite...a repetition...movies...tv...blogging...chatting...lol. What do I want?...hmm...mayb skiing? riding? haha....some new things to do. Blogging is actually quite fun...but then...sometimes at a loss as to what to say...somehow words escape me when I have to type it all out...but the rest of the time...my sis is always asking me...well...shut up. No lah...I am just joking...let me try some new things with this blog.

ok so this is one of my favorite movies...the sixth one is coming soon...and I totally cannot wait to see what it's going to be like. Just something new for today....these kids are so rich you will not believe it...all through entertaining us all...hard work though! Okie so this has been a bit more of an interesting post...'en mi opinion' hehe....

Ok so this is the erm...let me think...no it can't be...I am losing track of the days of my hols already! Sleeping at odd times and eating the erm...not so right food...I am just getting used to being free after having assignments and test up to my neck all the time. Actually I am really feeling a little bit...not here not there. This is a good way to give me something to do...I am still trying to figure out a lot of these things like adding pics...well....at least I have gotten started so far. I am tired now...going to bed soon...will figure it out maybe later. Ciao :-)

My first ever blog post!

Yo! This is my first ever blog post...I am so excited. Like finally i got somebody to talk non-stop to...my blog..and whoever is reading it! Today is the day I left my college and finished my final sem...super emo...but what to do...c'est la vie. I'm going to miss all my friends...but we wi9ll keep in touch for sure:) Holidays for so long...what am I going to do??? Ohh..I can think of a lot of things...but still emo-ing so for a while i guess I will just be lazying around before I actually start to do something useful! Ok so that's all for my first blog post...I will blogging a lot since I am so free;) ciao for now.